you said what you had for me is undying love,

that you showed me through the cross.

HEY HEY!!!

One lovely week or holidays have passed me by!
BUT i made something GREAT out of it.
it was a packed week last week.

on Monday,
we went back to Dhobby Ghaut church to prepare some stuff for the costume party.
we went back rather late, and i still remember i had not pack anything for my trip that was the next day.
heh.
the next day Mel and I went to Peck's house to prepare the food at eight plus.
it was fun, fun and MORE FUN! hahaha!
then we decided we should have some cooking thingy one day. heh.

then i had three whole days of boring activities on the ship!
i practically had nothing to do!
BUT, i learnt how to play manjong properly! hahaha.
My sister, Cousin Shannon and i were like roaming around together.
cause my sister do not gamble and the both of us(Shannon and I) are underage!
heh.
so, it was NO FUN at all!!!!
however, what took my breath away was the magnificent view!
it was breath-taking!!

RED RAIN!!!!!!!! on the weekends!
it was a full, happy and mind-blowing time there man!
although there were same songs and same sharing for both days,
the things felt and learnt is totally different. (:
however,
i was regretful for not being able to go for the prayer meeting on Friday.
cause i came back on that day and could not make it in time!
moreover, i was too drained to go.
my lost! ):
and and!!!! ZANETA came on Saturday!!!
you have no idea how excited and happy i was when she came okie!
she even wore black with us! heh.
ZANETA CHER, thanks for coming! (:

that's just a summary of what happened for that week!
I'm shock at how fast time fly.
(:

i have found someone that i look up to right now.
she made me realise what a person i am.
and she was the one who introduce this family to me.

upon knowing her encounter,
i came to realise how self-absorbed a person i was.

i was only thinking about MY pain, MY friend, MY happiness and everything else that concerns me the most!
i neglected my family.
i failed to see what they need of me.
i failed to provide for them what they needed.
all i do was ask from them, RARELY giving.
i am always putting myself first!
like, when i am sad, i would start thinking why isn't there anyone to comfort me?
stuff like that!
i EXPECT too much from people!
so much that i hate myself for thinking that way!

SO,
i hereby say i want to change this horrible point of mine.
and everyone who reads this shall be my witness!
i will give my very best!
to my family at home and my family in church!

THERE IS NO MOUNTAIN I CANNOT CLIMB!
with God, everything is possible (:

I've been broken; I've been beaten,
feels like i am going to disappear!
this detour, i have taken,
left me soaked inside with fear.
we choose the world we live in, we make our own way!

"a sentimental person can NEVER go far in life,
because he keeps holding on to the past!"

i hope for you to come church with me!
cause, it is only then that you will understand and know what great love i am experiencing!
you are so dear to me that i don't want you to be alone.
just like you,
i don't have much friends and it was till i went church that i found lovely people.
they taught me so much!
and i received such great mercy and love that i don't want you to miss out on.
will you give God a chance to speak to you?
will you give me a chance to show you the joy of friendship?
i suck with words, especially compared to you,
but i know you know that i truly want you to feel all i am feeling for yourself.
cause this God that you believe it wants to show you something so much more!
because you have believed in Him for all your life.
He wants to speak to you.
i am the only who did not spend time with you all,
i am sorry.

as helpless as i feel right now,
i will still have faith and smile through!!!
cause i know God will work his way through your heart.
just open it up to Him.

God bless,

I sing to you:

I had no time for you,

I called you only when i needed you.

BUT YOU,

you still want me;

you're still here with me!

TAGS!!!!!!!!!!!

CRYSTAL : hahah!! yeah yeah, i shall do that "kimchi! Wahahhahaha!" thingy some time! hahaha. the feeling must come you know. hahaha!

GAYA : thanks gaya, i take that as a compliment. but i will do it not only when all else fails, but what He wants me to! hahaha. am i annoying you?! heh. idiot, what happened to your phone? aren't you going to see my face so i can return you your cash?! hahaha.

SHUWEN : YES!!! i updated! hahaha. good rightt? come on, applaud for AME! hahahah. yeah, i will ask the rest out too! thats if they want to join us rightt? hahaha. ((:

FAIZ : hey!!! thanks ahh!! see you sround school ya'll. heh.

ZANETA : i love you too dear! heh. thanks for comign on Saturday! ((:

I AM LEGAL NOW!!!! (:
are you not?!

I love Cherrries!!
Most of all, GOD!


I find You in the sercret place,
I find You on the mountains,
I find You in the early hours,
of my days.

I find You when I am waiting.
I find You when I am in Your Word.
I find You when I am tlaking to You,
when I pray

Create in me a clean heart,
As I come away with You.
Wash away all of my stains,
and restore to me the joy I have in You

You are my hiding,
You are hiding place.


Faith grows when I am with you,
you kept me going!
COLIN, Jie Mei!
Clarence, Uncle Sim!
DEXTER,uncle Tan!
FEDORAH,Darling soulmate!!
JOYCE!!
NICOLE - Beng Ge
MELANIE,buddy since forever!
TAY ZHI XIANG,nonsense!

My wonderful Clique.
NICOLE - Beng Ge
SHUWEN - My Lao Ma
SKYE - Tian
SPYKE - Mun Ge
ZANETA - Lian Jie

I wouldn't be the same,
without you guys.
CHLOE!
CRYSTAL!
ESTHER! lovely,(: <3
FAIZNUR!
FARHANA! <3
KEEEM!
JOYCE!!
LITTLE DRAKE BABY!
MICHELLE! (:
RACHEL YEONG!
SABRINA! OH!
SAMANTHA!
SERENE!
SANTHI! <3






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