something like love,

2008-05-06T00:42:00.001+08:00

I have moved my darlings!!(:

ameeeeee.livejournal.com

Yes, I count the number of 'e' there!
It's six! AHAHAHAH!!

Love you!

Love,
AMEEE!

2008-03-14T23:58:00.001+08:00

I LOVE GOD!(:

2008-01-22T10:26:00.000+08:00

When Satan mocks and friends turns to foes,
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control.

Hey people of all nations!(:
HAHAHA!

HEART OF GOD CHURCH!ROCK ON!

As many can guess, this is not me who draw this! Come on, make a guess who did it!! HAHA!! It is my current wallpaper!(:

This is drawn by Dex Dex!!!!!(: He has a way of saying the 'hello' word! You have to hear it from him yourself! Yesterday, this nian qing ren turned 19!!! WHOOHOO! Not only is he fun to be with, you can learn a lot from him too! I like talking to him about nothing!!(:

DAWNIE MUMMY!!!!!!!She is the most patient mummy I can ever have! Although I have let her down many times, she still encourages me! That's what make Church my home! With people like Dawn, nobody can ever say Heart of God Church is just another youth church ya'll! Everyone there regards it as a HOME!(: You will know why SOON!(:

HAHA! ESTHER YEN FOR YOU! This is taken before the Parachute Band Concert started! She was on roaming camera that day! WHOOHOO!

This is Esther Yen!!! She is a director in Live Feed! Before the parachute band concert started, we went high! And this strong women carried me! AHHAHA! Esther is like a hero man! She's got an awesome dream, that is to be the first female drumer in church for God!(: AMAZING WOMEN OF GOD EH!(:

This is Nigel Jerad and Pansiri, my mei nu!!! Mei Nu is also in D3!! She is super funny! ahaha! Always declaring loudly that I am fat! But, I still love her many many!(: Nigel Jerad is in army right now! He is coming back this weekend ya'll!! Whoohoo!

NEW GENERATION ROCKS! Liane, me and Adrina! We were on the 15th floor of church and this is totally amazing! Working with them is something that brings me great joy!! They make learning FUN!

My crazy CG!(:
We're not only about hype on the outside!
We are also hyped up for GOD!(:
D3 taught me a whole lot! And I thank God for them!(:

THIS IS A BREAD FROM BREADTALK! Can you believe it?! Its like so cool la!

This is what happens when you're still awake at three plus in the morning and after a good meal of prata!!

Playing games in the middle of the road?!

This is MAY!!!!!!!! She is our CG admin! She is super cute! A girl filled with joy! She have a humble heart, thats what makes her totally amazing!(:

I think most of you would know who this guy is! As usual, none other than Josh Tay Jun Wen! HAHA! A great brother indeed! The wonder of Jun Wen is that he can be your younger brother AND older brother at the same time! I am always amazed by the way he leads! He is an awesome leader! Someone who will return every glory back to God! Meet my brother, Tay Jun Wen!

THIS IS EVONNE!!!!!!Alamak! You should meet her man! She is the most fun person you'd want to be with. Not only that, she inspires you! Her love for others is so great that you can be blown away!!She is my inspiration!(:

More pictures of the rest will be pin up soon!(:

This is my home!(:
A place filled with LOVE!
The best part is, none of them wears mask!(:
This is my HOME everyone!!

The magnificent stage!(:

A picture speaks a thousand words! This statement is proven to its fullest here.

On the 15th floor of our church! If you're afraid of heights, you'd probably not want to go up there! But, when you do, you'll think the fear is worth it! Because the view there is COOOL dude!

This is the side view of my church!(:

This is an awesome year!
I want to grow in Faith and in Wisdom!

The beginnings of Leadership!

God bless!

Love,
AMEEE!

Everlasting,
Your light will shine when all else fails.
Never ending,
Your glory goes beyond all fame.

2007-12-05T14:29:00.000+08:00

Hey!

It feels like TEN years since i last log into blogger!
and yes, i have a purpose for blogging!

I am now in IS class!
currently dying of anger and bordom.
but, EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT, I'VE GOT JESUS WITH ME!
hahah!

This is world is UGLY!!
U-G-L-Y!!!!!!!!
you know why?!!
its so full or glamour, masks and knives to stab you soon!
for all you know,
the next minute you're on your way to meeting Jesus!

I learn something today!
Next time, when i am doing project in a group,
i will MAKE sure everyone has a say in a thing!
be in small or big! THEY HAVE A SAY!
their opinion matters to me!
Because, today, i have tasted the disgust of not being respected in a project group!
and its like drinking spoilt milk and eating a moulded bread!
I don't EVER want anyone of my group memers to feel that way.
NEVER!!!!!!!!!

alright, after going crazy!
I think this is much better!(:

Can someone remind me again why am I in school TODAY?!
I could have just went for VBS and not come man!
Its like wasting TWO whole hours of my life away!!!!!!
Excuse me,
but i seriously don't see a point in IS classes!
Yes, perhaps you might meet friends and for all you know you found a soulmate!
BUT!! wasting TWO hours on something like this,
is NO goal man!!

alright man!!
I shall run down to church for VBS NOW!(:

God Bless!

Love,
AME!!(:

I am tired, very tired today!

but you know, i feel strong in the spirit!

AMEN!(:

2007-11-08T23:50:00.001+08:00

When Satan mocks,
and friends turns to foes,
it feels like everything is out to make me lose control

woohoo!!
I finally have the laptop back to my side!(:
its been a long long time without it! HAHA!

ANYWAY!
I was lookign through the pictures in my laptop!
and I really miss St. Margs after that!
Although when we were inside, we said how much we hated it,
but still,
when you really get to leave the place, you'd miss it!

Here are some of the many many pictures i have in my lappy!

This was during one of our IT lessons! I remember it was before recess! hahaha! Zan and I were sitting at the end of the class, so we took it! (: we love taking pictures then! and now too! only less, cause i always have so little time for Zan! but Zan is amazing and stayed as my friend through thick and thin! Thanks Zan! this is my lovely ZAN!(:

Ahhh, now everyone! this is the famous auntie with the VERY good tasting soup!!!(: she is always smiling to us! cause we would stay back in school to drink soup while studying! and she is always ready to make us special soups!(: cool women rightt?(: and the bets thing is, SHE ALWAYS SMILE! but sadly! our school has no more sight of her yummy soup! because our vendors have all been changed!): sadness!

Suat Ling, Zaneta and me! heh! I just miss those days where we sit at the bus stop and wait for the buses which takes years to come! and we would complain on and on! HAHA! I miss school in short! HAHA! but its okie! we still get to go out often! HAHA!(:

Those were the secondary school days! HAHA!
Trust me, there are more!!
I will post them as time goes by. heh.
then you'd see memories passing in our minds!(:

And now!
pictures of my LOVELY like mad classmates NOW!(:
They are super cute and hyper man!(:
I had fun with them around!(:

Melanie, Shu Mei, Jamie and me! HAHAHA! Jamie is a "ah lian"!! but she is probably the most cute and nicest ah lian ever man! HAHAHAHA! Melanie and Jamie would constantly go nuts in class! HAHA.its great having to be in the same class as them!(:

Melanie is the husband while Jamie is the wife.apparently, they are getting married!haha!the both of them finds this guy in CBE cute! they call him GL although they know his real name!HAHA! but currently, Jamie and Melanie aren't fighting over him anymore, because Jamie found someone new!! while they go mad about those cute guys in our school, Shu Mei and I reminded calm! HAHA!

THERE YOU GO! my lovely Shu Mei!(: she is very cute and i love talking to her. HAHAH! her nail colours changes almost every two days!(:

After taking a peek in school! i shall go back to a few days back to our BBQ!
(:
It was an awesome firey day man!(:

Thats Guan Zhong with the paper plate and Uncle Guoping with the stick in his mouth!at that point in time, i Uncle Guoing WAS cooking something, WHILE, Guan Zhong just came here to join in with the picture! the paper plate is to make it seems like he is contributing! but come on! you're smart! IT LOOKS FAKE!!! HAHAHA!(:

MY MEI NU!!!pretty lady Pansiri and Uncle Guoping! HAHA! everyone, dont you think Uncle Guoping looks SO SO SO happy when he smiles?! hahaha! He's got a reputation of being the Silent Killer!HAHA! but trust me, when he says something, its REALLY funny! hahah!(:

Let me introduce you to a very cute picture!! This is drawn by Uncle Tay! HAHA! until now i still think its very cute man! HAHA! cause the paper was super HUGE and i saw this small fello on it! HAHAHA! cute rightt? i know you'd love it too!(:

I don't have a nice picture of Uncle Tay (FLOW MATE!), so i shall put this super cool picture of him here! HAHAH! At least i didn't put his unglam pictures!

I HAVE TO INTRODUCE YOU TO MY SOULMATE!!!(:
she is so so so cute la!!(:
We don't like the same thing and like the same thing!
we flow and link for almost 90% of the things we talked about man!(:
and it was so easy to click with her,
mainly, CAUSE SHE IS AS CRAZY AS ME!!
HAHA!(:

TA DA!!!! my AWESOME soulmate!! I love her man!(: I LOVE YOU FEDORAH!!!(:
she loves me too!(:

HEH! although its blur! ITS NICE!hahaha! the words on it cannot really be seen, but oh wells!HAHAH!(:

I finally updated! HAHA!

STRONG STRONG STRONG!!(:

God bless!(:

Love,
AME!(:

2007-10-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

Jesus,

I saw the blood on Your hands

I felt the thorns on Your head

I heard the cry of Your heart,

Father forgive them.

Hey yo!
okie! you guys can all say,
"AME is alive once again!"
heh!
Well, i've been really busy lately, like MAD busy!
but, i am still happy and smiling and laughing!
(:

For the past week,
I've been meeting my new CG, D3!
These pictures were taken like 2 weeks ago on a Monday!
Only a few of us were there.

This is Yee Siong!!! A happy guy, as you can see! HE LIKES KIDS! hahahahaha!

We were waiting for Pansiri (mei nu)! we were debating if we should catch a movie, or go up to the chamber to watch a show. heh. Uncle Tay(Jun Wen), Zhi ge(Zhi Xiang), Yee Siong and me! In the end, Uncle Tay had to go home, and so, Pansiri, Yee Siong, Zhi Xiang and I went to the chamber to watch show. We watched, [Men in White] and [Alone]. we had our fair share of laughter and screams!

A snap shot taken by Zhi ge!

Actually, I have a few more pictures,
but they are somewhat the same! heh.
BUT! i have a SUPER funny picture of Uncle Tay!
However, since he is my brother now,
cause he helped me win a fight on Facebook,
I shall not be mean to him!

This is the third week of school,
and i have skipped class about three times! hahahaha!
This time, my modules are fun, yet super boring and irritating
I only like the drawing modules!!
I have a module, Soil Science, which is fine! its actually quite nice!
heh!(:

Actually, i'm not really busy with school work
but more of New Gens!(:
I feel so honoured being able to be part of such a wonderful thing.(:
Really thank Pastors for believing in me.(:
and and, Lisa for teaching me! (:

I met Zan the other day to do some shopping, and catching up!
HAHAHAHAHA!
Zan is such an amzing friend!
We walked from PS to City Hall, and back again!
Usually, she'd be lazy to walk, but that day, WE WALKED!
we talked a lot on the way too!
and i learn a lot from just talking to her!(:
She is really a big girl now! (:

There are some more of her pictures!
but these are taken like LONG LONG TIME ago! heh.
However, her retarded facial expressions just get worse each day,
so these are just the mild ones!(:

This is Suat Ling!!!
she was working that day! heh.
so Zan and I went out, and when Zan said she wanted to buy clothes,
i know Suat wanted to MURDER me
heh
cause i brought her shopping, AGAIN!
BUT BUT, in the end, Zan didn't buy anything!!!!
so...............(:

I had steamboat with my family yesterday!
it feels like i haven't seen them like forever!!
it feels good eating with my family once again!!
I talked to my cousins after a long long long while!!(:

and, i was looking through some pictures in my computer just now!
and i decided to put some LOEVLY pictures of my nephews and niece!
(:
and of course my cousins!(:
Its fun being the WHOLE family once in a while!(:

This is Nicole! I know she look cramped in my hands! hahahah! she wasn't exactly THAT light
either you know!

She posed for the camera!

Come on, she is a future scholar!! (:

She is one happy little girl!(: I LOVE the way she laughs! it makes you wanna roll on the floor and laugh with her! (:

She is JAMIE!!!!! her laughter beats Nicole, i have to admit! she SCREAMS really loud when you tickle her! yes, after this picture was taken, she SCREAMED!(:
OH! happy family?! hahaha, YES! thats my young and handsome cousin, Shannon!(:

This is NORMAN!!!!! (: he is very very very cute! BUT, like most of the kids, he is very naughty! But, i love him all the same! i watched him grow up okie! he was SUPER fat when he was little, but now?! he is SO skinny!

During Chinese New Year, he took the fries and sat at this corner to eat. so cute rightt? my sister and i were watching him eat! he just sat very cutely there, eating and playign with us once in a while!! He likes fries i guess! (:

This is Ashley! she is mixed Thai and Chinese! so pretty rightt? Norman love to play with her!(:
she is a loveable girl! hahaha! Sherwin, my cousin loves her a lot too!(: everyone loves her! cause she is so loud, pretty and easy to play with!(:

This is Xavier adn Shannon! Xavier, of course, is the cuter and smaller one! hahahahah! Although he is very naughty, i love to hug and play with him! like come on man, who can NOT play with a little boy who is SO cute?! (:
If you're wondering why Shannon is laughing like that, well, cause, i can't remember! HAHAH!(:

ISN'T HE CUTE?!!! i think he look super cute here la! HAHAHA!(:

On the cruise! some time back! heh!

Here you go! my cousins! Shannon and Sherwin! they are brothers!(: My sister and I were talking to them last night, and although we crapped more than talk sense, it was FUN! heh. its like laughter is enough to last!(:

Have fun with your family soon!(:

Love, AME!

God bless!!

No longer I,

But Christ that lives in me!

whoohoo!!

2007-09-29T12:20:00.000+08:00

Here we stand in Your presence,

Lifting hold hands to You.

HEY HEY!!!

Just flipping through some pictures!
(:

Archana's birthday!!!! What an awesome meet up session we ahd that day.
Laughter was louder than thunder;
Smiles overflowing from inside out;
True friendship was form!
once that cannot break just with a SMALL negative thought or word.
I've been blessed. (:

I still remember Zan and Suat had like SERIOUS sun burns! its so sad! BUT! that day was funny! (:
Karmun was wearing my Mickey jacket,
and I was wearing Santhi's Black jacket!
We were going crazy right outside Cine! like seriously MAD!
Gaya was dancing around us, Karmun was running away.
they were like making stupid actions! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Then, we got an awesome person to take this picture! which reminds me of another situation!
It was last year!
In all the haze and smoke, we were playing sparklers!
and we asked this passer-by to help us take a group picture!
and guess what? she pointed the lens and herself and said, "ready?"
All of us nearing burst out laughing!!
Well, we did that after the picture was taken! DUH! hahahahah! (:
Remember?

Oh man, those were the funny nonsense days! hahaha!
But we have all grown. moved on!
Thats a good thing! cause the joy is spread to more people around! (:

I learnt so much the past week!
But one important lesson is that no matter how beaten we feel,
GOD IS BIGGER!
He is bigger than your worries;
He is bigger than your pain;
He is bigger than all your SINS;
He is bigger than your problems;
He is so much more bigger!

Its like you can lean on Him no matter in what situations!
(:

Surrender
I will rise with You in the wake of the morning,
and I will walk with You in the cool of the night.
And every single day I am devoted to Your ways;
Only Yours, only Yours.

And I surrender all to You.
And I surrender all to You.
And I surrender all to You.
And I surrender all to You.

Cause when I am weak, You are strong.
You're my feet when I can't move on.

You're the light in the dark,
You're the whisper inside my heart.

I'm all for You.

AWWWEEESSOOMMEE! (:

God Bless,(:

Singing of revival!

We will defy all that holds us back from You!

2007-09-28T12:05:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY!!!

"I LIVE!!!!!
so tell me what mortal needs my protection great ancestor,
you just say the word and I am there!
Anyone who is foolish enough to threaten our family,
vengeance will be MINEEEE!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
question mark on your faces?
heh!
Its a line from Mulan, the movie!
heh!
all those who knows, i am a GREAT fan of Mulan!
hahahahaha!
i can memorise like 90% of the show! heh.
If i am with my sister,
we can just give you a vocal version of the show!!!
Expressions included, trust me!
HAHAHAHAHA!

okie, its just another awesome day! (:
I am going to visit Nicole at work later,
then I'd be going to church for follow up hour!
HEH!
Its going to be exciting!!!!
EVERYONE YA!

Actually,
Something that bothers me a lot now is you.
(YES, Ame is doing the 'YOU' thing again!!)
well, she is an awesome friend!
someone i could trust, joke and play with!
someone i NEVER thought i'd lose!
actually, YES! i am sorry!
Sorry for not treasuring you then and now!
however,
what you said and did was scary!
and, not that i think you're the bad person, cause i know the other party was wrong too!
you just didn't give me a chance to be by your side.
you thought i 'supported' her.
in fact, i wasn't supporting anyone.
since you rejected my comfort and help, i walked away.
Yes, you may say that all these are just excuses.
maybe they are. I don't know.
But, i really want YOU to know,
I AM STILL YOUR FRIEND!!
no matter what!
all i ask is one chance for you to forgive me,
is that too much to ask?
I'm sorrry!

OKIEEEEE!
ESTHER!! YES, you can just link me!
HAHAHAHA! (:
Thanks! (: LOVES!
and i still owe you an email, rightt? heh.

God bless!

2007-09-06T16:51:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY!!

and yes! i am here to blog.
heh heh.
i have yet to upload come pictures!! heh...

you know,
i find it so weird that my friend can actually say things that hurt their own friends.
isn't it the same as being a murderer?
why do i say so?
well, you see..
Usually, you wouldn't think that that particular person is a murderer,
then,
just when you turn around, she stabs you in the back!
OUCH!!
This "ouch" isn't coming from the physical pain,
but from the emotional hurt!
thats the sadest part!

its okie,
this is not very common,
so we can all trust and habe faith in our friends. (:

We went to celebrate Faiznur, Sheh Ling and Zi Jing's birthday yesterday.
it was an enjoyable time man!! (:

Skye, Zan and i were in the BABY pool! heh. we wanted to dump Zan into the pool, but she was screaming, kicking, punching and GRABBING like a loony! So....we gave up! heh.

The most successful picture i have with Suat yesterday! hahaha! the rest was BAD! you don't wanna see it, rightt Suat? heh.

This is Yvonne! heh. a crazy loony and awesome girl!! heh. My LAO LAO LAO sernior in projection. heh! JUST KIDDING! ((:

AND PRESENTING!!! My one and ONLY AWESOME MUMMY!!!! heh.
she is AWEEESOOMMMEEE! heh.

HEH!! (:

GOd bless!!!!!!!!

WOOHHOOOO!

In Your hands the power to save the world,

In my life!

2007-08-26T01:04:00.000+08:00

I SEE A NEAR REVIVAL,

for my blog!!

hahahaha,

i am GOING to update soon! heh.

((:

i just have to take more pictures now! ((:

God bless,

LOVE,

AME!!

2007-07-23T14:10:00.000+08:00

Knowledge is pround that he has learned so much;

Wisdom is humble that he knows no more.

-William Cowper

HEY!!
HAHAHA!!
and i was blog-looking after i posted.
so i want to add,
ZANETA and NICOLE were sweet candies man!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Let's start with ZANETA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BULNER AMELIA SHIN YING (:
have the most wonderful eighteen birthday bash :D
i will never ever forget all the wonderful times, irritation to joy.
& the times when you saw me through all the odds (:
primary school till now.
i thank god for putting you in my life.
& remember lian jie here always love you (;

Thanks for this lovely message yeah!
and although i look like an idiot in that picture,
i still wanna say THANK YOU for being so sweet!
and hey, come on,
i should thank you also for being this aweseom friend to me!
and no matter what,
I STILL ENJOY THE TIMES I IRRITATE YOU THE MOST!
heh.
all the times when you've been an angel and bitch,
i'll treasure them all! (:
THANKS DEAR!! ((:

and let's end with a sweet note, NICOLE CHRISTINE AU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AMELIA BULNER XIN YING!!!
Happy 18 to you =)) I want to thank god for you for all this time that you are there for me. Being the one who is always being so optimistic like spongebob. In the clique, i love you the most, cos you are the one who don't take sides and without fail, you will be there for everyone of us. That is very sweet of you.
We all know that things have been rather different from the past, but please know that you are still that ame that i love as always. And i am still that nicoleau who will protect you like i always do. But you are rather rough sometime (like that time outside take macs) HAHA.
I miss all those times we take our long stroll from school or anywhere, just to talk about life and stuff. Knowing that you are doing so well in church, i am very glad for you. I believe that GOD will bless you in many ways you never imagine he will. I know you agree with me, right?
I will see you tomorrow for dinner =)) I love you ame and i will always do
Last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AME!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

This was on her blog.
initially, i actually thought she forgot about me.
and trust me, i was heart broken!
BUT!!!
when i went to her blog,(which i rarely do)
i was shot with shock and love!
HAHAHAHA!!
and being my most loyal fan, i know Nicole will read this.
so, THNKS for the touching message on your blog
i love being your spongebob, cause you're my Patrick! hahahahah!!!
and i LOVE Patrick. hahah!
NICOLE, thanks for always protecting me always.
and i will always want to be by your side no matter okie?
you know i would. ((:
feel free to irritate me anytime, although i might be distracted,
i thank you for being so patient with me! I LOVE YOU!
Lastly, NICOLE, I LOVE YOU DARLING!!((:

and and, ONE MORE!!!
from ESTHER LOKE BAO EN!!
hahahahaha!!!
she got the most retarded pictures of me!
HAHAHAHA!!
adn THANKS DEAR a whole lot!!!!

Thanks to wonderful Esther, i really ahd a good laugh!
i didn't know i look so retarded!!! hahaha!(:
ESTHER LOKEY!!!! AME LOVES YOU!!
and i want to go out with you soon!!!!!!!
and and, we so must talk a whole lot about nothing and EVERYTHING!!!
((:
thanks for being a wonderful friend!!((:
all moments with you around are truely treasured and remembered by me!
(: LOVE YOU!!!

God bless!!!

If you are wise,

live a life of steady goodness,

so that only good deeds will pour forth.

and if you don't brag about them,

then you are truely wise!

James 3:13-14

2007-07-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

He wraps Himself in Light,

and darkness tries to hide.

it trembles at His voice

HEY YO!

today is an AWESOME day!!
the 22 July is not MY birthday,
BUT,
EVERYONE's birthday!!!

cause a lot of people broke 'I' today!
and we are born all over again,
so its EVERYONE's birthday!!
Praise the Lord!

don't you think its a day to celebrate and have fun?!
i think so though!

He is a Lord who answers prayers.
He is a Lord who loves us.
He is a Lord who wants our 100%!
He is my Father!

i really wanna thank each and every one who wished me!
cause as most people know,
i treasure birthday wishings more than anything.
because it beats having birthday presents.
a wishing is like a message from the person that you're remembered and loved.
and so,
i really thank all who wished me!!!
just me list them out, okie? ((:

ZONE D!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks for the birthday song!

MY CG!!!!
Peck Lian, Jia Xin, Dawnyee mummy, Lynnette, Melanie, Colin, Esmonde, Leonard(i hope i got the spelling rightt), Dexter, Yong Hui, KS, Cash, Denise, Joyce and Maril.
Thanks for the awesome treat and present. and most importantly, thanks for makign me not a noob to Fish and Co. hahahah! the whole celebration was awesome! the songs and surprise! (:
THANK YOU GUYS!!!
not forgetting, Zaneta, Farhana and Farina were there too!! they were my surprise! i LOVE them! (: thanks guys!

My Kimchi!!!(sister)
Mummy!
Lisa
ESTHER LOKE!
Melanie Chia
Colin
Denise
Zaneta Cher
Catherine
Drake
Peck Lian
Melvin, my Bro!
Dawnyee Mummy!
Jolie
Joyce
Rachel Yeong!
Noel, my uncle!
Reka
Annabel
LIM KARMUN!!
Santhiya
Russell
Fang Ling
Skye
Portia
Archana
Jamie
Ame Ng
Mr. Maroon
Shuwen
Nadia
these are all the AWESOME people who wished me! hahaha. and i am so blessed to have them in my life! cause its them who made me feel so loved!((: THANKS GUYS! ((: I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!(: you people amaze me! ((:
the list could go on and on! hahaha!!

and especially to Lim Karmun,
i want to say, i really did not forget you at all!
you're always in all our conversation.
we missed you so much.
no one knows how have you been.
no one dared to ask, because we are afraid of you pushing us away.
we miss you,
i miss you!
and THIS, means a lot to me!

AME!! You know my dreams and You have a plan says:
so!!! THANK YOU LIM KARMUN!
K says:
so sweet
AME!! You know my dreams and You have a plan says:
yes you are!
AME!! You know my dreams and You have a plan says:
(:
K says:
no you are!
AME!! You know my dreams and You have a plan says:
no, you are!
AME!! You know my dreams and You have a plan says:
okie, this is not going any where is it? hahahah!!
AME!! You know my dreams and You have a plan says:
I JUST LOVE YOU KARMUN!
AME!! You know my dreams and You have a plan says:
hahahha
AME!! You know my dreams and You have a plan says:
(:
K says:
i just love ameeee!!!
AME!! You know my dreams and You have a plan says:
hahahhahaha
AME!! You know my dreams and You have a plan says:
(((:

this was the most awesome birthday one can ever have! and thanks to everyone! (: my sincere THANKS to everyone!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

YAY!!
and so i updated! its an awesome day, isn't it? its NOT because its my birthday, but everyone's. I am HONOURED for this day though. cause usually, my birthday don't really have much nice things happening.cause something sad would happen during the day and it just ruins all happiness. heh. its only a few days after that i truely enjoy myself. (:
so i really thank God for blessing me with all these. it means so much to me! (: and thank God for Him in my life rightt now! (:

"No longer I who live, but Christ lives in me"

God bless all who reads,
God bless YOU!

Hear the shouts of praise

as their rising up to You.

Come and fill this place,

as we bring glory to Your Name!

2007-07-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

HEY!

Tan ah suat is beside me now.
and Ah dog Jie is irritating people online as usual. heh.

i just wanted to check my blog,
and so much it is alive?!?!!
wa la ma! hahahahahahahaah!!!
(:

COLOURS OF LOVE!

i love zan so much
so happy to see her! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
aww ame i love you tooo (:

as usual,
that is ONE OF zan's MANY mono-comversation session.
heh.
anyone who believe that was my doing,
i think you need to OPEN your eyes!!
and PLEASE tan ah suat, BRING ZAN AWAY FROM ME!!!

(Drake: YES!)

hahahhaa, that is what she said when she read that! heh. (:
my supporter!(((:

okie, BYE!

THE END LIAO :DDDD (zan)

God bless, (AME)

2007-07-04T10:22:00.001+08:00

HEY HEY!!!

heh. i know its been a while since i blogged!
heh.
i had a great month!
the month of June was awesome.(:

actually, i just want to reply tags today. (:
nothing to say just yet. (:

TAGS!!!!

i'm sorry, i can't see the previous ones, so i will just reply all that i can see for now. (: sorry about it. (:

ANONYMOUS : hahaha, church freaks? hahahha. (:

CRYSTAL : yeah la. i am, also happy you went la.(: hahahaha. but when i ask you how was it, you wasn't make interested in talking bout it what. not that i am not happy! hahahahhaha. idiot, tag so many times for fun? hahahaha. punch you ahh!!! i where got run?! i walk la kimchi! hahahahha!!!

FARHANA : whoa! handful of eye-candies and you are dying?! hahaha. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIDDY!!! hahahah! uou are eighteen now!! man! hahahahhaha. see you soon alright? we should go out more often and play like mad man! hahaha.(:

ZANETA : awwww, Zan, thanks! hahahha. but let's not get bothered by what anon says la. everyone is entitled to their own comments! (: awww, but its nice of you! I LOVE LIAN JIE man! hahahahah. have fun everyday okie?

SHUWEN : heh! sorry la. you must understand you know, i am very busy lately and so much i have the time to blog? BUT! thanks for tagging! heh. and and, we shall go out on Thursday! no worries! hahahaha! (: i will see you baby! and i know you miss me a lot, cause i miss you as much!!!!

ESTHER : hey hey! heh. thanks! (: love you a whole lot!! (:

MARIL : heh. although its a little late, THANKS MARIL. heh.(: its nice to know that i am not alone through all these. (: thank you! yeah man! let's run the race together!!! (: I LOVE YOU TOO!!(:

JOYCE : thank you!!! (: heh, i am glad with all these words(: thank you!!! heh. and i know you miss me! hahahahha!!! (: yeah man!! we run run run, run together ya'll! hahahahha((:

ARETHA : hey!!! my my, i am shocked you found my blog. heh. but i am sorry for not knowing who you were when you came and spoke to me! hahaha. (: its nice seeing you there too! heh. (:

GAYA : no one forgotten you la dog!! hahaha. i will see you on thursday!!! (: love you!!!

HELLO : hahaha, hi? hahahah. who are you? ahhahaha. anyway, i wasn't at the stadium. heh. (: you thought you saw me? but i don;t know you! hahaha. leave you name? heh.(:

NICOLE : hahaha, yes Nicole? i know you can't resist me! hahaha. (: i know you are my greatest fan la.(:

2007-06-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

you said what you had for me is undying love,

that you showed me through the cross.

HEY HEY!!!

One lovely week or holidays have passed me by!
BUT i made something GREAT out of it.
it was a packed week last week.

on Monday,
we went back to Dhobby Ghaut church to prepare some stuff for the costume party.
we went back rather late, and i still remember i had not pack anything for my trip that was the next day.
heh.
the next day Mel and I went to Peck's house to prepare the food at eight plus.
it was fun, fun and MORE FUN! hahaha!
then we decided we should have some cooking thingy one day. heh.

then i had three whole days of boring activities on the ship!
i practically had nothing to do!
BUT, i learnt how to play manjong properly! hahaha.
My sister, Cousin Shannon and i were like roaming around together.
cause my sister do not gamble and the both of us(Shannon and I) are underage!
heh.
so, it was NO FUN at all!!!!
however, what took my breath away was the magnificent view!
it was breath-taking!!

RED RAIN!!!!!!!! on the weekends!
it was a full, happy and mind-blowing time there man!
although there were same songs and same sharing for both days,
the things felt and learnt is totally different. (:
however,
i was regretful for not being able to go for the prayer meeting on Friday.
cause i came back on that day and could not make it in time!
moreover, i was too drained to go.
my lost! ):
and and!!!! ZANETA came on Saturday!!!
you have no idea how excited and happy i was when she came okie!
she even wore black with us! heh.
ZANETA CHER, thanks for coming! (:

that's just a summary of what happened for that week!
I'm shock at how fast time fly.
(:

i have found someone that i look up to right now.
she made me realise what a person i am.
and she was the one who introduce this family to me.

upon knowing her encounter,
i came to realise how self-absorbed a person i was.

i was only thinking about MY pain, MY friend, MY happiness and everything else that concerns me the most!
i neglected my family.
i failed to see what they need of me.
i failed to provide for them what they needed.
all i do was ask from them, RARELY giving.
i am always putting myself first!
like, when i am sad, i would start thinking why isn't there anyone to comfort me?
stuff like that!
i EXPECT too much from people!
so much that i hate myself for thinking that way!

SO,
i hereby say i want to change this horrible point of mine.
and everyone who reads this shall be my witness!
i will give my very best!
to my family at home and my family in church!

THERE IS NO MOUNTAIN I CANNOT CLIMB!
with God, everything is possible (:

I've been broken; I've been beaten,
feels like i am going to disappear!
this detour, i have taken,
left me soaked inside with fear.
we choose the world we live in, we make our own way!

"a sentimental person can NEVER go far in life,
because he keeps holding on to the past!"

i hope for you to come church with me!
cause, it is only then that you will understand and know what great love i am experiencing!
you are so dear to me that i don't want you to be alone.
just like you,
i don't have much friends and it was till i went church that i found lovely people.
they taught me so much!
and i received such great mercy and love that i don't want you to miss out on.
will you give God a chance to speak to you?
will you give me a chance to show you the joy of friendship?
i suck with words, especially compared to you,
but i know you know that i truly want you to feel all i am feeling for yourself.
cause this God that you believe it wants to show you something so much more!
because you have believed in Him for all your life.
He wants to speak to you.
i am the only who did not spend time with you all,
i am sorry.

as helpless as i feel right now,
i will still have faith and smile through!!!
cause i know God will work his way through your heart.
just open it up to Him.

God bless,

I sing to you:

I had no time for you,

I called you only when i needed you.

BUT YOU,

you still want me;

you're still here with me!

TAGS!!!!!!!!!!!

CRYSTAL : hahah!! yeah yeah, i shall do that "kimchi! Wahahhahaha!" thingy some time! hahaha. the feeling must come you know. hahaha!

GAYA : thanks gaya, i take that as a compliment. but i will do it not only when all else fails, but what He wants me to! hahaha. am i annoying you?! heh. idiot, what happened to your phone? aren't you going to see my face so i can return you your cash?! hahaha.

SHUWEN : YES!!! i updated! hahaha. good rightt? come on, applaud for AME! hahahah. yeah, i will ask the rest out too! thats if they want to join us rightt? hahaha. ((:

FAIZ : hey!!! thanks ahh!! see you sround school ya'll. heh.

ZANETA : i love you too dear! heh. thanks for comign on Saturday! ((:

2007-06-11T22:44:00.001+08:00

HEY!!!

hahaha, i know you want to say my blog is as good as dead,
but NO!
it is alive once again! hahaha.
i was just too busy and caught up with too much things.(:

count your blessings, not your sacrifices.
most people would gladly raise their hands and agree with me when i say,
"easier said than done."
hahaha!
everyone would face this point in life;
where you find it so hard to move on from where you fell;
from where you gave something up.
but, some part of us know that when we give something up,
something much more will be blessed onto us.
however,
human nature comes it!
we wallow in self pity and preach to ourselves of how painful we are with what we have lost.
would you sometimes regret what you've given up?
would you start thinking you 'shouldn't have'?
honestly, i will.
hahahahah! so you might be thinking what's my point for saying all these rightt?
heh.
my point is,
sometimes, we have to see the BIGGER picture.
we are always standing so close to all our problems, lost and regrets.
but, lately, i learnt that counting your blessings is so much better.
cause when you really count them(blessings),
you'd find that you didn't lose anything at all.
(:
the Lord is good.
you sacrifice for him, He would bless you back a whole lot more!
(: agree?

"When I'm weak, then I'm strong!"

Through these weeks i've learnt a lot.
so much that i feel that i'm too flooded with new knowledge.
(:
sometimes, i feel so comforted that i am not the only one feeling bad about something;
or not the only one feeling sad that i lost something.
for example:
compare someone who has lost someone they like, and someone that has lost someone to death.
do you still consider yourself poor thing when you lost some thing you think you 'can't live without'?
the truth is always ugly.
but when you face it, your life is BEAUTIFUL!

God bless,

i wish you could hear my cries,

and read my mind.

then you know why!

TAGS!!!!!!

JOYCE : HEY HEY, my fello friend! hahah. i know you miss me.((: -winks-

DRAKE : hahah, my exams are over!! and YES, we can start going out once i am back from sea!!! hahaha(: by then, we can share HONEY MILK TEA AGAIN!!! hahaha.

K : hey!!! hahaha, whats a cheespie?! hahahah

CRYSTAL : heck the aligment la. i like it! hahaha. i didn't say you cannot read what i type to huiru what! hahah, read la. its for you to read also! hahaha. anyway, KIMCHI!!! hahahah.

SHUWEN : hahahha, cause i want to tag ma! then must ask on Karmun's blog! hahaha. heck those nonsensical people la. hahah. just PUT BACK THE TAG BOARD MAN!! hahah, and PLEASE, can we go out?!?! i miss irritating you and seeing your face, how how? hahah. COME OUT YA'LL!!!! hahaha.

SKYE : haha, i will see you soon kiddy! hahah, miss you too!!! ):

NICOLE : NICOLE AU!!!! hahah, i MUST see you some day soon please!!! where is your face? hahah. i know i am the one busy la. heh.((: love you!!!

KEEEEM : KEEEEMM, I MISS YOU TOO!!!!!!! ): telephone talks sooon. heh

ZANETA : hey hey!!! my blog is not more dead okie! hahah. i made it live once again!!! hahahaha. eh, lian jie, see you soon wor! hahahah. ((:

2007-06-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Lord, Wonderful Saviour,

I know for sure all of my days are held in your hands,

crated into your perfect plan.

Its your call, not mine!

first thing first,
AME DO NOT TAKE SIDES!
thanks for your kind understanding people,(:

this time,
it is REALLY your turn to hold things with your hands.
i can't lend you mine anymore.
as much as i want to lend you, i know i can't.
because i love you too much to see you crumble once again.
please forgive me!

Yes K, i did ask you to trust me when i say Nicole will talk to you,
and forgive you.
but, i did tell you also that you HAVE to give her some time!
you HURT her!
YES, i know you are hurt too!
i am not dumb!
you cause the hurt to both you and her.
Nicole was stubborn for not forgiving you, i have to say.
but, is she wrong? she is not right either.
K, she LOVES you that's why she WANTS you to learn!
and instead of thinking about how to make things better,
you went and said those hurtful words to her.
if you were in her shoes,
you would have gone mad!
come on la K, she IS your best friend.
the both of you are like inseparable twins!
how can a sister discard her own sister?!
one thing you did wrong here,
lack of patience!
but K, you're still my friend.
like i said, we forgive you even before you admit your mistakes.
so, its time you LEARN from your mistakes and not only ADMIT them to us.
get what i mean?

Nicole, i know you are hurt and want to cry as badly as i think you do.
you don't to deny or admit.
i just want you to know i am here!
i don't care about what is happening in between you guys,
I WANT and NEED TO SEE MY NICOLE!
why jeopardise everyone friendship with you just for ONE SMALL issue?
yes, i consider this small.
cause it is solvable.
it was you who walked through with me and ask me to go back to God.
why leave me now? why leave when i wanted to scream to you about how happy i am?
Nicole, you're not alone!
i will NEVER let you be alone. understand?
as much as i understand why you are doing this,
i want you to know that if you don't tell K where exactly is her problem,
she will NEVER know.
that's why God gave me you, so that you can point out my mistakes and i can point out yours.
together we change for the better, no?
you know my phone is useless, i can't hear phone calls.
but let me tell you, no matter what, you can call me and talk to me!
i want to be there for you too, you know?(:

okie!!!
everyone is entitled to comment!
but first, i would like to say something!
AME IS NOT PERFECT!
and so, do feel free to scold me if you disagree with something,
i would really take your correction! (:
the tag board is there darling.
However,
i also want people to know that don't TEST your friendship!
if you don't have trust in yourself, don't blame the other party.
its easier to blame, i admit.
but in the end, who is the one hurt? you tell me.
don't hurt yourself by hurting others anymore,
listen to this.

hence, the outside of this issue, me,
is going to end my comments here.
seriously, EVERYONE is entitled to opinions.
i wouldn't scold you or get angry, (:
no worries ya'll! ((:

-END-

i was just wondering when will our dear SHUWEN do something about her tag board?

ahahaha!

i find it so hard to read but not able to say anything!

hahaha!

Nicole's blog also what, so much of tag board?

hahah! (:

went out with Rachel today!

heh.

i was practically half dead today la.

slept for about three hours only and i was mentally out while talking to Rachel.

heh. that's why i went home and slept my fill!

heh.(:

Tomorrow is a beautiful day,(:

When the music fades, all is stripped away.

and i simply come.

Longing just to bring something that's of worth,

that would bless Your heart.

King of endless worth,

no one could express how much You deserve,

though i am weak and poor,

all i have is Yours, every single breath.

beautiful song, really.(:

i do hope all of you have a wonderful weekend.

God bless,<3

Through the storms and raging seas,

i will never be alone.

When my hope seems our of sight,

i know You will shine Your light.

2007-05-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

HEY!!!!!!!!!!

okie, so now i can seriously say i am very unlucky!
why?
because just yesterday i was alive like a hyperactive kid.
and today, i am down so many illness!!
i got my stomach flu again,
so thats nothing surprising about.
hahahaha!!!
and i didn't go for volley ball today!
):
oh well, next next next week then!
hahahaha!

i can't wait for the two weeks holiday!
not only cause i will be away from this island for three days,
i get to sleep in, EVERYDAY!
hahaha!!!
i am so ooking forward to the time where i can run away from all the homeworks and studying man!
and i thought poly life was slack.
but NO!
its almost as busy as secondary school!
the worst part is that i don't understand a lot of things that was thought in PAM!
hahaha!!
BYE BYE AME!! ((:

AND!!!!!
guys, Farhana and Esther, i am really sorry that your faces aren't there!
because i was using my desktop, and all our pictures are in my DEAD laptop!
heh.
so, next time, we take more pictures and i PROMISE to put them up!
heh heh.
sorry guys! ((:

tomorrow is a holiday and i am going for Emerge!
heh.
that's if i am still able to stand straight and walk out of my room!
hahaha!
why do i feel like i am cursing myself?
heh.

God Bless,

just a smile and my heart flies.
just a peek and i am about to die.
just a stare and i feel like killing you!

TAGS!!!!!!!!!!!

ZANETA : hey!!! you're my VERY first to tag! not bad, not bad at all. hahaha. and YES, see you around soon! heh. we MUST go out together during my holiday okie?! heh. when are your holidays starting ah? heh.

CRYSTAL : KIMCHIIIIII!!!! hahah, i know. you are always irritating me anyway. heh. my what alignment is wrong?

HUIRU : haha! you've learnt the skills of my sister!! thats a bad thing. hahah!!

MARIL : I LOVE YOU MANY too! heh heh. we shall see each other very soon! heh.

FARHANA : huh? what i never tell the whole world about my new blog? heh. i know you miss me la. heh. we shall take more pictures and your face will be EVERYWHERE on my blog. heh. set? heh.

ESTHER : hahaha, yes you clever Esther! haha. i know how you know it. hahah! Zan is being an asshole for putting that picture! haha. what kind of face is that? ahaha. i didn't know that they were going to take a picture la. hahaha. (: and and, MY EMAIL!!! hahaha! Don't worry, your face will appear very soon! hhaha, once i do something about my DEAD laptop. heh,

KATHE : HEY!!! hahaha, sorry la. (: I MET YOU TOO!!! hahahahahah((:

-end-

2007-05-29T20:20:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!!!

okie, so YES! AME finally did something her blog huh!
hahaha.
i changed my address because i just felt like it.
heh.
you don't have to link me la.(:
YES! i am going to let my other blog continue to be the 'History book'.
heh.(:

like my new collage?! heh.
i am just trying it out, so i will add YOUR face in,
YES, YOUR FACE!
hahahah! ((:
once again, ame is being annoying.(:

everything is wonderful these days.
nothing to worry, cry, scream, whine, nag and faint about.
a peaceful anf normal life. heh.
just last Saturday,
i met Drake, Zan, Karmun, Skye and Santhi! (:
we had a hell of a nonsense-filled Saturday, heh.
and thats the reason why i reached home late too! (:
and meeting with them made me realise how much i have missed out!
okie, guess what? Skye is having her holidays rightt now!
unfair!!!!
okie, life is always unfair! hahaha.
WE SHOULD GO OUT MORE OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:

Why do you point out the wrongs of peole?
Don't you do wrong yourself?
Why compare mistakes of yours and your brothers,
when the fact is both of you are in the wrong?
forgiveness is given to us without condition,
so why are you not forgiving those who have done wrong against you?
Are you no better than them this way?

sometimes, life's problem just come to you one at a time,
other times, it floods your head and allow you no space to breathe.
some people choose to run away,
while some choose to stay.
which are you?
the one who runs or the one who stays?
i do admit, however, that i run away sometimes.
but lately, i learnt that facing your problems will allow you to relief yourself from them faster.

human nature.
its easy not to treasure the ones around you,
but WANT the untouchable.
don't worry, its human nature!
don't think you're weird my dear!

OH MY GOODNESS!!!
there is this REALLY ANNOYING shit in the ither class!
i didn't know how irritating he could get till TODAY!
Mel kept telling me he was irritating and he piss her off.
bit little did i know that he is an insolent bastard!
i mean,
what rights does he have to tease someone with obvious problems?
okie! fine! we DO tease that poor chap.
but he did it INTO he face.
at that moment, i wonder if he had mixed around with too many girls that he himself has gone a little bitchy!
i bless him. (:

okie, project hours!

God bless,(:

life is like a smyphony

of different melodies.

conducted by the heart of man.